the world is an imperfect place.

79 weeks ago

2009-06-29T05:41:55Z

79 weeks ago is when i posted my last journal.
this is weird, going back in time. totally werid seeing where how everything has turned out now.

maybe ill do this again and see what happens.

burntdowntosize @ 2006-09-24T02:33:00

2006-09-24T06:33:46Z

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.

You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.

Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.

But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have low conscientiousness.

Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.

Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.

Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.

You're generally a friendly and trusting person.

But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.

You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.

You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.

Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.

Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.

In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.

You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.

A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

burntdowntosize @ 2005-09-17T16:14:00

2005-09-17T20:14:55Z

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible

Fun, funky, and a little bit euro.
You love your summers to be full of style and sun!

What's Your Summer Ride?

^^thats some hott shit!

burntdowntosize @ 2005-08-27T10:04:00

2005-08-27T14:04:16Z

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burntdowntosize @ 2005-08-14T23:30:00

2005-08-15T03:31:35Z

hello my name is bahar kaya and i suck at bowling and dancing and having a good time.

NOT.
in fact i am the exact opposite so suck it.

my turn...

2005-05-05T22:03:25Z

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of you & me. It can be anything you want, be it good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then, post this to your journal. See what people remember about you. :D pleasee

im so bored. so im taking quizes

2005-03-27T17:02:46Z

You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good!

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Romantic Kisser

81%

Dont quit your day job...

38%

Yippy Ki Yay!

38%

How good do you kiss?
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You scored as Borderline Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have BPD! You know how to see things in black and white, desperately cling to unstable relationships and are a master of wrist-banging... rational emotions? Who needs 'em!

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Borderline Personality Disorder

67%

Unipolar Depression

50%

Schizophrenia

33%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

17%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

Eating Disorders

Which mental disorder do you have?
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You scored as Billie Joe Armstrong. Billie Joe..is so god dam fine..dont you agree

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Billie Joe Armstrong

75%

Johnny Depp

60%

Chad Micheal Murray

60%

David Desrosiers

50%

Snoop Dogg

45%

Me!!

40%

Donald Trump

10%

Adam Brody

10%

What Type Of Boy Is Right For You
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burntdowntosize @ 2004-09-01T21:47:00

2004-09-02T01:47:36Z

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Your Ears
Special Talents Are	Looking Innocent

Quiz created with MemeGen!

i Got Bored.

oh boyyy!!!!!!!!!!1

2004-06-30T16:57:31Z

you love meee

2004-05-25T20:54:54Z

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

jenn said so...

2003-12-23T18:08:38Z

stolen from sorryexcuses

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.
[COMMENTARY IS WELCOME!]

01. Jenn Dice is my best friend ever.
02. I love fall weather, it's perfect outside when it's not too hot nor cold, and it's not humid.
03. I have won something from those claw machines.
04. I have an intense hatred for all people who message me to be idiots and never tell me who they are.
05. It annoys me when people who aren't 10-year-old girls make "wuts up" "omg"(gotta admit to that one) and "kewl" part of their online lingo.
06. I love my eeyore pajamas. :)
07. I am nervous about what the future will bring.
09. I love cold weather, but only if I'm snuggled up in bed.
10. I like pickels.:D
11. I need more good friends.
12. I greatly despise MATH!
13. I miss having a group of friends i could call
14. I feel invisible sometimes.
15. I wish I had more to give.
16. I love Justin
17. My favorite soft drinks are Orange soda.
18. I like little people.
19. I like Boys
20. I always talk on the phone.
21. I love music.
22. I don't understand why people from here say "cursing" when it seems like everywhere else its "cussing". Hearing that bothers me for some reason.
23. Shopping is fun-sometimes.
24. I can be extremely emotional.
25. I seem to have similar relationships with everyone.
26. Apple juice is my favorite juice.
27. I think Family Guy is the funniest show on television.
28. My mom is my mom. It isn't right to not love your mom.
29. I have never smoked a cigarette in my life.
30. I have ADD.
31. I'm turning 16 on February 15.
32. I like corn.
33. My family is weird - and I mean WEIRD.
34. I say I hate school, but when there is no school I'm bored and miss my friends.
35. Justin is the best guy friend-ever and my lover (haha). He's always there when I need him.
36. I like to listen to people.
37. I can be incredibly dramatic.
38. I love lipgloss.
39. I have a tendency to close myself off at times.
40. I think everyone should post this on their journal.
41. I really enjoy creative and personal gifts, even if they cost nothing.
42. I wish I had a job.
43. I wish I could drive.
44. I love to take hot showers.
45. I wish I knew myself better.
46. I wish I was rich
47. I could be better with my money, but i really could be worse also.
48. Thinking of things to write for this is harder than I thought.
49. My room is a mess.
50. I need food. im currently hungry.
51. My phone has a short life span.
52. I wish i knew what other people were thinking. Especially certain people.
53. I over-analyze things.
54. I have a habit of worrying a lot.
55. I almost never wear make-up.
56. I need to get a hair cut.
57. I love a good cry.
58. I need to get fat.
59. I play the the clairnet for the band.
60. I love the city.
61. I want to travel the world
62. I got to do the laundry sometime soon.
63. Sometimes I want to move out of this town.
64. I sometimes wish that I actually wrote in this thing seriously more.
65. Commercials make me laugh.
66. I want to have a successful life.
67. I hate how I can't make even the simplest decisions.
68. I wish i owned a zoo.
69. I have moments in which I'm just utterly fed up with life.
70. Some words are just plain ugly. like vagina and penis.
71. I have never done hard drugs.
72. I want more cds.
73. Everyone sees love as meaning something different. But when you think about it, nobody really sees any word as the same. Why are words like "love" and "sorry" seen so much seriously by some and taken so nonchalantly by others?
74. I love feeling at home.
75. I absolutely love bothering people.
76. I need to start working on my math grade.
77. I love Disney films.
78. I love people who quote stupid movies.
79. I get confused easily.
80. my name backwards is rahab.
81. I refuse to ever let guys who only use girls for sex get the best of me.
82. I hate it when girls walk around wearing next to nothing and complain when guys look.
83. I'm not sure what I want to do with my life.
84. I have a boyfriend.
85. I want to be funny.
86. I'm perfectly happy with my shortness.
87. My computer hates me.
88. I miss steves house.
89. When I'm on AIM, I don't use punctuation. Unless I'm trying to get a point across.
90. I'm having a comment drought.
91. I am more sensitive then i let people know.
92. My eyes hurt.
93. I want to paint the world...YELLOW!
94. I sometimes enjoy doing nothing.
95. The site of blood doesn't bother me.
96. I hate what i cant see.
97. Im lazy.
98. I wish there was more peace in the world.
99. I want to feed the children of Africa
100. This has been one of the hardest years of my life.